Life & A Best Friend

Okay, I sort of got upset at school again (Gee im such a wuss xDDD)

Well, not that anyone would know.


o-o

OMGOMGOMG sorryy just realized I have to call Lanna about something that has to do with this =-=;;


Okay so anyway.. The thing was..

Edwina was giving me looks again. In the end she pulled Lanna away and I bet she talked to Lanna about me behind my back. Gosh.. If she has something to say.. SAY IT TO MY FACE. *sigh* =-=;;

I would reckon Lanna and Kim being my bestest friends in HIGH SCHOOL so far..

I really miss Samantha. I wish she was here.. My dearest friend in the whole world. We've known each other since 5 years old. Unfortunately, our communication has been lacking. This is only because I moved away from her last year in May. We last saw each other on the 9th of May 2007. I moved because of my dad. We're planning to meet again on the first 1th of November. I'm really excited. SO about my dad.


~ Flashback ~

Springvale West Primary School was a school where parents could bring fresh, hot lunches in for their children. My mum was at home doing so while I was at school waiting. My mum called her friend over (male) and told him to bring some ingredients for her to make my lunch. My dad had recently been kicked out of the house by my mum because they had been separated for.. say.. a long time now, but my dad always comes back to see me and once he's in the house. You can't really get him out.

Well, that one day (while my mum's friend was still in the house), he broke into the house to find my mum's friend and thought (thinks they're still together) she was cheating on him and chased him out of the house and started hitting my mum and bashing my mum. This would've been Woman Abuse so my mum called the police and was taken to then police station. So right after I got let out of school, I was taken to the police station and after that we stayed at a motel for a bit, we then moved into a house where other women lived as well (same thing happening to them).

We stayed there for a week. While we were there we came with the police to our old house and got all our belongings and moved (yet again). Also while we stayed at the Womans Housing, I called Samantha every single day from the pay phone in the house (weird i know). Hearing her voice was always a lot to take knowing that I'd be far away from my bestest friend ever. When we were staying at the motel I called her and told her I'd be moving and both of us were crying over the phone and my mum even promised me she drive me to Samantha's every weekend. Guess it was a lie.

After the Womans Housing we moved to a temporary house and I soon attended Richmond Primary School and made some good friends.. sorta =D

and yeahh..


~ END ~


So there's some background information I guess ^^

I can't wait to see her.

I'm starting to really dislike Edwina

(i swear it's as if I use this blog thing as a complaining center)

Lanna and Kim both have my trust.. If I can't trust them..

I can't trust anyone.. at school xD



(aww im so emotional, im starting to cry now..)

im such a loner/loser whatever. I mostly make friends on the INTERNET (great..) At least I can be myself here. I'm a very shy person in reality and have a low self esteem (probably due to bullying) I find it very hard to make friends.. So I have friends.. but not much.. Other may sometimes think of me as wierd and ugly (because of my birthmark on my face (could keep others away from me or make fun of me))

Life is a Bumpy Road..

try making it Flat and Perfect..

it's not easy.



Cheers <3